yikes, seriously.

OH-EHM-GEE.

i'm totally scarred for life! this is not meant to happen. you sickos out there. UGH! i am sooooo grossed out to the max. *shiver, shiver* WHY are people like this? your minds are twisted, maan. imagine all those poor kids abused. this was like nothing, comparatively. good thg i can kick ass. haha. my lord, this could have turned out so bad. i might not be here right now. thank God He gave me another chance. i'm too young. och, stop thinking! and also, my whole wedding night bliss, ruined. kinda la. lol. for an effing EEWWW...

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God, when its rainy,

help me to look for rainbows.

thanks.

the original "pbc". `scuse me, which?

hellooo, my treasured readers.

i just got back from the lifegame after-party. well technically, i got back 10, 9, 8... 3 hours ago. i think i knew two-thirds of the people there, from various places. like, wow. i know people. lool. sorry, the feeling's pretty new. haha.
i arrived there late... trumpet again. trumpet seems to be always smack bang in the middle of plans. and they were singing upstairs. i missed the games, poo. oh well, i didn't see any prizes anywhere. maybe they hid them under a rock.
eugene plays a musical instrument! everybody say: ooooooh, aaaaah. nobody got the pleasure of seeing him dance the hula or whatever with angel tho. aww, i was looking forward to it. bah, anyway. we had a talk on the revelations. vinsant is good at talking. i like it. don't you think his name wud be so much nicer if it was pronounced french-ly? vin-sont. cool.
there's a playground at the church. and we were let loose. yeah, eating bbq gives us lots of energy. we just gotta spread the love. in the form of water balloons. gosh, it hurts when it hits you on the spine. i'm still feeling the after-effects.
yeah, i met a lot of random peeps. did some bonding, lol. some social networking. all nice. and ha! i got hugged many many times. heehee.

the annual go-to-ling-chuan's-house day is cancelled this year! i'm pooped. it's only the 2nd year its been going on. how can be annual like this oh... of course, it's not his fault. or anyone's fault really. but it wud haf been nice. our new child game we can play could haf been 'bao zhi da ren'. lol. and we'll sure find something new to sakai at this time. last year it was the lean mean vibrate-ur-fats-off machine. loopy la, what we did last year. that time i baru came back from a treacherous hiking journey complete wif leeches & tapao'd kolok mee and they greeted me by all squishingly hiding behind his front door. i mean, lol? shaw kit's head just had the urge to ruin it when it stuck out. (a guy's head shud be referred to as an 'it' right?) tsk tsk.

see. i'm just typing out what i'm thinking so its all kinda messy but plain outspoken. so what you see is what you get. lalala~

goodnight;
-M .

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the old dream has come back to haunt me.

my first post. (:(:(:(:(:(:(:

introducing...

~ Michelle Gan ~

well well well. what have we here.

i have finally popped up onto the blogosphere.

wahey~! put your hands up in the air!

cos my... *breath intake* computer plus internet plus sound system plus screen plus mouse plus splitter box plus all the wires & cables from frickin` telekom to my home sweet home is working altogether and boy, that's an achievement. oh yeah!

which is why it's taken me nearly forever to start one of these. i used to be kinda against them. heh`, =X. i was naive, okay. sorry. but now, my creative juices are screaming for out. haha. guess i'm going ott. hope i didn't scare anyone off... nope? well, here i go.

so, what does one type when they start a blog anyway?

i suppose i shud introduce myself to the world, right?

i mean, i haven't got no dummy's guide to blogging, so forgive me.

okay, i'm femme. guess you figured from my name. i'm still schooling, barbaric though it is.

uhm, let's make this simpler...

i love:

1) my family

2) the big cheese who is God

3) my friends. i <3>

4) colours

5) my fingers, LOL. cos they're interesting...?

6) kolok food. i'm sorry i love the slippery oily taste.

7) lipbalm/lipgloss that make your smackers feel cold & niceee

8) the sound of the pc keyboard clacking under my fingertips

9) laughing out loud

10) the feeling you get when you wake up at 2am and realise you've got another 4 hours of heavenly sleep to go

11) knowing that i'm loved for who i am

12) the smell of homebaked goodness

13) the invention of the bra. i salute you, whoever you are.

14) money. i'm human, what to do.

15) when people compliment me. heeh.

&& i'm stuck for the moment. but no fear, i'll be back. and i'm telling the truth this time.

i guess that's all i can say for now. hope my first post was intriguing enough, haha.

hugs et kisses!